This hand would have put me massive chipleader with 22 left

Full Tilt Poker Game #7966434994: $1 Tournament (60455835), Table 65 - 3000/6000 Ante 750 - No Limit Hold'em - 21:08:24 ET - 2008/09/06
Seat 1: robert_wrath (35,832)
Seat 2: actzeng (60,834)
Seat 3: semkim (33,260)
Seat 4: JohnnyB99 (61,230)
Seat 5: AMBUSKES (75,974)
Seat 8: billjp (87,699)
Seat 9: melncsu (53,795)
robert_wrath antes 750
actzeng antes 750
semkim antes 750
JohnnyB99 antes 750
AMBUSKES antes 750
billjp antes 750
melncsu antes 750
semkim posts the small blind of 3,000
JohnnyB99 posts the big blind of 6,000
The button is in seat #2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to actzeng [Qd As]
AMBUSKES foldsbilljp folds
melncsu foldsrobert_wrath folds
actzeng raises to 18,000
semkim folds
JohnnyB99 has 15 seconds left to act
JohnnyB99 raises to 60,480, and is all in
actzeng calls 42,084, and is all inJ
ohnnyB99 shows [Td Kd]
actzeng shows [Qd As]
Uncalled bet of 396 returned to JohnnyB99
*** FLOP *** [8d 2h 7h]
*** TURN *** [8d 2h 7h] [Jc]
*** RIVER *** [8d 2h 7h Jc] [9c]
JohnnyB99 shows a straight, Jack high
actzeng shows Ace Queen high
JohnnyB99 wins the pot (128,418) with a straight, Jack high
actzeng stands up*** SUMMARY ***Total pot 128,418

I never win this hand

Full Tilt Poker Game #7952072016: $2 + $0.25 Tournament (60358898), Table 5 - 40/80 - No Limit Hold'em - 21:11:36 ET - 2008/09/05
Seat 1: marks36 (4,490)
Seat 2: poke85 (2,989)
Seat 3: ResinKing420 (3,420)
Seat 4: cmajowski (4,365)
Seat 5: actzeng (4,241)
Seat 6: TweetyPacer (6,370)
ResinKing420 posts the small blind of 40
cmajowski posts the big blind of 80
The button is in seat #2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to actzeng [Kh Kd]
actzeng has 15 seconds left to act
actzeng raises to 240
TweetyPacer folds
marks36 calls 240
poke85 raises to 2,989, and is all in
ResinKing420 folds
cmajowski folds
actzeng raises to 4,241, and is all in
marks36 calls 4,001
actzeng shows [Kh Kd]
marks36 shows [5h 5s]
poke85 shows [Td Ts]
*** FLOP *** [3h 5d Jc]
*** TURN *** [3h 5d Jc] [5c]
*** RIVER *** [3h 5d Jc 5c] [Ks]
actzeng shows a full house, Kings full of Fives
marks36 shows four of a kind, Fives
marks36 wins the side pot (2,504) with four of a kind, Fives
poke85 shows two pair, Tens and Fives
marks36 wins the main pot (9,087) with four of a kind, Fives
poke85 stands up
actzeng stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 11,591 Main pot 9,087. Side pot 2,504. | Rake 0
Board: [3h 5d Jc 5c Ks]
Seat 1: marks36 showed [5h 5s] and won (11,591) with four of a kind, Fives
Seat 2: poke85 (button) showed [Td Ts] and lost with two pair, Tens and Fives
Seat 3: ResinKing420 (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 4: cmajowski (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 5: actzeng showed [Kh Kd] and lost with a full house, Kings full of Fives
Seat 6: TweetyPacer didn't bet (folded)

It continues, Why?

Full Tilt Poker Game #7840170932: $2 + $0.25 Sit & Go (Turbo) (59610557), Table 1 - 200/400 - No Limit Hold'em - 18:39:42 ET - 2008/08/28
Seat 3: nyc3kim (3,907)
Seat 5: actzeng (3,627)
Seat 6: Sorlow (1,730)
Seat 8: Meitz4 (4,236)
nyc3kim posts the small blind of 200
actzeng posts the big blind of 400
The button is in seat #8
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to actzeng [Kc As]
Sorlow has been disconnected
Sorlow has 15 seconds left to act
Sorlow has reconnected
Sorlow folds
Meitz4 folds
nyc3kim calls 200
actzeng raises to 3,627, and is all in
nyc3kim calls 3,227
actzeng shows [Kc As]
nyc3kim shows [Qs Ah]
*** FLOP *** [3d 6c Jc]
*** TURN *** [3d 6c Jc] [8h]
*** RIVER *** [3d 6c Jc 8h] [Qd]
actzeng shows Ace King high
nyc3kim shows a pair of Queens
nyc3kim wins the pot (7,254) with a pair of Queens
actzeng stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 7,254 | Rake 0
Board: [3d 6c Jc 8h Qd]
Seat 3: nyc3kim (small blind) showed [Qs Ah] and won (7,254) with a pair of Queens
Seat 5: actzeng (big blind) showed [Kc As] and lost with Ace King high
Seat 6: Sorlow didn't bet (folded)
Seat 8: Meitz4 (button) didn't bet (folded)

Full Tilt Poker Game #7839604879: $1 Tournament (59496728), Table 32 - 120/240 Ante 25 - No Limit Hold'em - 17:53:13 ET - 2008/08/28
Seat 1: actzeng (3,500)
Seat 2: Tontondups (27,494)
Seat 3: copenhagent8 (4,075)
Seat 4: JoJoRauch (3,745)
Seat 5: NiceOutdrawFish (3,395)
Seat 6: ZAKURDA (2,970)
Seat 7: diekirsche46 (9,703)
Seat 8: bobolew (1,301)
Seat 9: HaidaPutt (5,520)
actzeng antes 25
Tontondups antes 25
copenhagent8 antes 25
JoJoRauch antes 25
NiceOutdrawFish antes 25
ZAKURDA antes 25
diekirsche46 antes 25
bobolew antes 25
HaidaPutt antes 25
bobolew posts the small blind of 120
HaidaPutt posts the big blind of 240
The button is in seat #7
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to actzeng [Ks Ad]
actzeng raises to 3,475, and is all in
Tontondups folds
copenhagent8 folds
JoJoRauch folds
NiceOutdrawFish folds
ZAKURDA folds
diekirsche46 calls 3,475
bobolew folds
HaidaPutt folds
actzeng shows [Ks Ad]
diekirsche46 shows [Tc Ah]
*** FLOP *** [6s 7h 8s]
*** TURN *** [6s 7h 8s] [9h]
*** RIVER *** [6s 7h 8s 9h] [4c]
actzeng shows Ace King high
diekirsche46 shows a straight, Ten high
diekirsche46 wins the pot (7,535) with a straight, Ten high
actzeng stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 7,535 | Rake 0
Board: [6s 7h 8s 9h 4c]
Seat 1: actzeng showed [Ks Ad] and lost with Ace King high
Seat 2: Tontondups folded before the Flop
Seat 3: copenhagent8 folded before the Flop
Seat 4: JoJoRauch folded before the Flop
Seat 5: NiceOutdrawFish folded before the Flop
Seat 6: ZAKURDA folded before the Flop
Seat 7: diekirsche46 (button) showed [Tc Ah] and won (7,535) with a straight, Ten high
Seat 8: bobolew (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 9: HaidaPutt (big blind) folded before the Flop

Stupid

Full Tilt Poker Game #7725125332: $2 + $0.25 Sit & Go (58754214), Table 1 - 15/30 - No Limit Hold'em - 10:02:32 ET - 2008/08/20
Seat 1: actzeng (1,485)
Seat 2: brattherat (1,390)
Seat 3: OpexoBoe6e3yMue (1,455)
Seat 4: fourfou4 (1,575)
Seat 5: Avary (1,455)
Seat 6: LimeEJx (1,470)
Seat 7: ftbstep (1,390)
Seat 8: Ahalia (1,500)
Seat 9: MONGKONGTONG (1,780)
LimeEJx posts the small blind of 15
ftbstep posts the big blind of 30
The button is in seat #5
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to actzeng [Kh Ks]
Ahalia folds
MONGKONGTONG raises to 80
actzeng raises to 240
brattherat folds
OpexoBoe6e3yMue folds
fourfou4 folds
Avary folds
LimeEJx folds
ftbstep folds
MONGKONGTONG raises to 1,780, and is all in
actzeng calls 1,245, and is all in
MONGKONGTONG shows [As Qd]
actzeng shows [Kh Ks]
Uncalled bet of 295 returned to MONGKONGTONG
*** FLOP *** [Qc Ac 2s]
*** TURN *** [Qc Ac 2s] [4d]
*** RIVER *** [Qc Ac 2s 4d] [3h]
MONGKONGTONG shows two pair, Aces and Queens
actzeng shows a pair of Kings
MONGKONGTONG wins the pot (3,015) with two pair, Aces and Queens
actzeng: stupid
actzeng stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 3,015 | Rake 0
Board: [Qc Ac 2s 4d 3h]
Seat 1: actzeng showed [Kh Ks] and lost with a pair of Kings
Seat 2: brattherat didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: OpexoBoe6e3yMue didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: fourfou4 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: Avary (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: LimeEJx (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 7: ftbstep (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 8: Ahalia didn't bet (folded)
Seat 9: MONGKONGTONG showed [As Qd] and won (3,015) with two pair, Aces and Queens

Hands like these piss me off

Full Tilt Poker Game #7702356417: $2 + $0.25 Sit & Go (58579632), Table 1 - 80/160 - No Limit Hold'em - 17:09:03 ET - 2008/08/18
Seat 1: actzeng (2,910)
Seat 2: tsar007 (955)
Seat 3: labo1305 (3,805)
Seat 5: dmoney128 (5,830)
tsar007 posts the small blind of 80
labo1305 posts the big blind of 160
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to actzeng [Ac 9d]
dmoney128 folds
actzeng raises to 320
tsar007 raises to 955, and is all in
labo1305 calls 795
actzeng calls 635
*** FLOP *** [8h Kh 5c]
labo1305 checks
actzeng checks
*** TURN *** [8h Kh 5c] [6d]
labo1305 checks
actzeng checks
*** RIVER *** [8h Kh 5c 6d] [4d]
labo1305 checks
actzeng checks
*** SHOW DOWN ***
tsar007 shows [7s 7c] a straight, Eight high
labo1305 mucks
actzeng mucks
tsar007 wins the pot (2,865) with a straight, Eight high
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 2,865 | Rake 0
Board: [8h Kh 5c 6d 4d]
Seat 1: actzeng (button) mucked [Ac 9d] - Ace King high
Seat 2: tsar007 (small blind) showed [7s 7c] and won (2,865) with a straight, Eight high
Seat 3: labo1305 (big blind) mucked [Qd Ks] - a pair of Kings
Seat 5: dmoney128 didn't bet (folded)


Full Tilt Poker Game #7702377713: $2 + $0.25 Sit & Go (58579632), Table 1 - 100/200 - No Limit Hold'em - 17:10:45 ET - 2008/08/18
Seat 1: actzeng (1,955)
Seat 2: tsar007 (2,865)
Seat 5: dmoney128 (8,680)
dmoney128 posts the small blind of 100
actzeng posts the big blind of 200
The button is in seat #3
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to actzeng [5h 9d]
tsar007 calls 200
dmoney128 calls 100
actzeng checks
*** FLOP *** [5d 5s 6c]
dmoney128 checks
actzeng checks
tsar007 checks
*** TURN *** [5d 5s 6c] [Jc]
dmoney128 checks
actzeng bets 300
tsar007 folds
dmoney128 raises to 600
actzeng raises to 900
dmoney128 has 15 seconds left to act
dmoney128 raises to 1,500
actzeng raises to 1,755, and is all in
dmoney128 calls 255
actzeng shows [5h 9d]
dmoney128 shows [8c 5c]
*** RIVER *** [5d 5s 6c Jc] [8h]
actzeng shows three of a kind, Fives
dmoney128 shows a full house, Fives full of Eights
dmoney128 wins the pot (4,110) with a full house, Fives full of Eights
actzeng stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 4,110 | Rake 0
Board: [5d 5s 6c Jc 8h]
Seat 1: actzeng (big blind) showed [5h 9d] and lost with three of a kind, Fives
Seat 2: tsar007 folded on the Turn
Seat 5: dmoney128 (small blind) showed [8c 5c] and won (4,110) with a full house, Fives full of Eights

I will never profit ever again

Full Tilt Poker Game #7689354605: $5 + $0.50 Sit & Go (58482766), Table 1 - 100/200 - No Limit Hold'em - 18:06:58 ET - 2008/08/17Seat 5: DannysUncle (1,573)Seat 6: soiceee1 (4,560)Seat 7: Silentghost (5,947)Seat 8: actzeng (1,420)soiceee1 posts the small blind of 100Silentghost posts the big blind of 200The button is in seat #5*** HOLE CARDS ***Dealt to actzeng [Qc Ah]actzeng has 15 seconds left to actactzeng raises to 1,420, and is all inDannysUncle foldssoiceee1 raises to 2,640Silentghost foldssoiceee1 shows [Ac Js]actzeng shows [Qc Ah]Uncalled bet of 1,220 returned to soiceee1*** FLOP *** [5c Tc 4c]*** TURN *** [5c Tc 4c] [5s]*** RIVER *** [5c Tc 4c 5s] [Jc]soiceee1 shows a flush, Ace highactzeng shows a flush, Queen highsoiceee1 wins the pot (3,040) with a flush, Ace highactzeng stands up*** SUMMARY ***Total pot 3,040 Rake 0Board: [5c Tc 4c 5s Jc]Seat 5: DannysUncle (button) didn't bet (folded)Seat 6: soiceee1 (small blind) showed [Ac Js] and won (3,040) with a flush, Ace highSeat 7: Silentghost (big blind) folded before the FlopSeat 8: actzeng showed [Qc Ah] and lost with a flush, Queen high

It's plays like this....

I really do have a complete and total mental block that prevents me from playing poker. I think I might be done.


Full Tilt Poker Game #7677983565: $2 + $0.25 Sit & Go (Turbo) (58401758), Table 1 - 100/200 - No Limit Hold'em - 22:03:23 ET - 2008/08/16
Seat 1: BadBeats1013 (4,995)
Seat 2: Diego2486 (1,300)
Seat 3: actzeng (2,705)
actzeng posts the small blind of 100
BadBeats1013 posts the big blind of 200
The button is in seat #2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to actzeng [Ts Th]
Diego2486 folds
actzeng calls 100
BadBeats1013 raises to 1,000
actzeng has 15 seconds left to act
actzeng raises to 2,705, and is all in
BadBeats1013 calls 1,705
actzeng shows [Ts Th]
BadBeats1013 shows [As Ac]
*** FLOP *** [2s 5s 7c]
*** TURN *** [2s 5s 7c] [Qh]
*** RIVER *** [2s 5s 7c Qh] [Jd]
actzeng shows a pair of Tens
BadBeats1013 shows a pair of Aces
BadBeats1013 wins the pot (5,410) with a pair of Aces
actzeng stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 5,410 | Rake 0
Board: [2s 5s 7c Qh Jd]
Seat 1: BadBeats1013 (big blind) showed [As Ac] and won (5,410) with a pair of Aces
Seat 2: Diego2486 (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: actzeng (small blind) showed [Ts Th] and lost with a pair of Tens